Stop making me laugh, my six pack hurts!

Miss seeing these people every day at school.. I think I took it for granted, how I was able to see them every day just by rocking up at school. Now I have to make extra effort to organise to meet up.. since everyone is separated now *sad face*. They're the people that were always there for me these past 5 years, and made sure that I laughed every few minutes. :)

We all met up for Matthew's 'surprise' 17th birthday dinner, it was a fail surprise though, as from what I've heard all surprises usually are :\ But nevertheless an awesome -expensive- night. LOL yes, I'm here again with my cheapness, cause thats the way I roll, jiggaboo! I'm so cheap that, when I went to sushi train yesterday, I just kept drinking excessive amounts of green tea and water to make myself full so that I wouldn't take anymore overpriced sushi. LOL you probably think I'm weird now if you don't already-_-. Oh well! haha..I don't think I'll be going to Wasai again anytime soon, atleast not til I get a job. Don't hate me, Wasai fans, for saying this but it wasn't even that yummy!! Good presentation though, I shall give you that.

Question, do I look intimidating to you? Cause apparently I do. LOL i'm sorry if I give off such a gay impression! Hmm, I think alot of people these days are way too quick to judge.

I mean, take my dad for example. He sees a dude with dyed hair and instantly assumes that the guy is no good and will chop me if he catches me hanging with him. I mean, why the hate? LOL. He always does that, just randomly, on the street... hahah but seriously stereotype much?

You really shouldn't judge people before you get to know them. Yeh I've done it more than a few times, but thats something I'm working on you'll be pleased to know :D

SO many times I've been like -that girl looks snobby, but then only to find out that shes one of the nicest people you'll ever meet. If you think about it, how much would you hate it if people judged YOU simply based on how you look, decide that you're a bitch then never introduce themselves? That could have been your future friend/best friend/girlfriend/boyfriend/partner, whichever way you swing ;) lol. You never know! J-J-Join me in leaving the judgement until AFTER you properly meet people :)

Take a hint, chocolate mint.

It's funny how no matter how much I hint something, the person I intended to hint to, stays just as clueless as Charlie brown. But even Charlie Brown can get there faster. So what do I do? Increase the level of hintage? Be blunt and straightforward? But that requires me to be fearless.

Whatever trevor, as long as it butters your crumpet. Not really. For the love of muffins, GET THERE FASTER!!!

On a less serious note, I've note-iced LOL note. ok.-_- I've noticed that I've been posting a bit too frequently. I mean, one post a day? Probably boring you guys! :P Life's just been getting busier, hence more shiz to blog about! It's addictive. :) But okay, I'll try to tone it down abit.

Oh yeh, I tripped over today. Three times, over the same stupid step. WHY SO FAIL JUN!? Well, at least I made people laugh. Even if they were laughing at me-_- but whatevs! A smile is a smile =) Met a couple more people today, it's like.. What's your email?

"......jun_the_spoon@hotmail.com...... "

:\ LOL. yeh, talk about awkward.

They're fighting, literally.

And so I deal with it the only way I know how, isolating myself in my bedroom, shoving my earphones in and blasting the music.

I can't handle all the screaming and banging noises on the wall.

And after all this, sorry really is the hardest word to say. At least it is if you're saying it to my Dad.

Sigh, I think I made his 'anger bar' rise just before the fight.

Earlier today I put a skullduggery tattoo on my arm, fake one ofcourse. But when my dad saw it, he raged. Even though its fake. I can't do anything without making him mad these days, but i do try, I really do.

This makes for another shit day, i really think I'm losing all my bubbles. But whatevs. If other people can handle it, so can I. Even if it means being emo for a while, I'll get over it. Everything will be awesome soon, cause thats life :) Can't wait for things to be ok. SETTLE, KETTLE!

cheese, I'm still lame. Sorry for the depressing post, I had to get it off my chest. So now that there is nothing on my chest -pun intended- (LOLOLOLOLOL ah, I crack myself up sometimes..) Let's talk about good stuff.

It was turning out to be quite a good day before I got home, things were great. I got closer to the friends I already made, plus, made a new friend. I wasn't even trying to but it just happened.

"taking the lift? So whats your name?"

"Jun, like the month!"

" Ohhh, thats heaps cool."

".....Med school smells like sheep and pee doesn't it?"

What an awesome conversation =)

All this just because of positive thinking, Thanks to the words from a couple of my awesome foursome friends!! :) Couldn't live without you guys. Less than three dudes, less than three. :D

We're just like Elmer and Cookieman.

On to another random topic, my hair is growing rapidly. People keep asking- Are they extensions or..? I swear your hair wasn't this long. *pulls at Jun's hair*. LOL what the-_- did you just touch my hair? don't touch my sexy hair!

Another interesting thing, for my course I'm required to go to a couple dental clinics and collect teeth that they extract over 10weeks O_O..but naturally they'll be sterilized before we use them so it's all good. Got any teeth that you don't want? :) I can't wait to start the actual course, enough of this o-week crap! Mitochondria and cytoplasms, I've missed you so much!

I said a bird- bird- bird, the bird is the word.

So..O-week ehy, what a waste of time am I right? Everything about it was boring. Probably because I didn't go look at the free stuff, but seriously I almost fell asleep several times. Not just once. SEVERAL!!

Once again my friend making skills have failed me. lol at my face-_- Oh well, I'll just go with the flow, and get through these five years. It's only five years right? I'll survive.

Don't feel like 'making the world smile' anymore..

At lunch my new group were eating at the David Jones' food court, and these kids.. Let's just say it was all silent. Today I even pulled the Chicken joke to break the ice. They're probably thinking; "Shit, she's one of THOSE people." Fail more than a whale..

I guess I'm kind of disappointed, but its alright.. theres plenty of time to make friends. And besides, I know I have some preeeeetty awesome friends already! =)

Oh, and to everyone at badminton tonight.. I'm sorry. I was a massive bitch wasn't I? Just had stuff on my mind.. Forgive me! I know how gay I was being but.. my face just didn't feel like smiling at all. You know? I won't do it again!

And I leave thee with a JOKE.

"Oh no jun the spoon, not again" -_- ok.

Man: Honey, your teeth remind me of the stars..

Woman: I know right, because they sparkle :D

Man: No, because they come out at night! HAAAAHAHAHA.

owned.

Do you mind if I hang out here until its safe back where I farted?

Laying on my bed, just chilling. Thinking about.. the sound my wardrobe door makes when I open and close it with my legs.

It's like.. creeeeaaakk. Soothing actually.. I could do this all day. Until it gets dark outside that is, then it'd be just freaky-_-. So I've been thinking and creaking for the past hour. You know that feeling in your chest that you get when you're thinking about that one person you like?

I'm getting that now. Maybe I get my jollies out of the sound my wardrobe door makes when it moves.

Sigh, I'M GOING CRAZY, cereally. I think I need to get out of my room.

Excuse me, I think you have something in your eye. Nope, it's just a sparkle. ;)

Fo' Shizzle, My ezzle.

So I was a little confuzzled as to what to write on my blog next, so my not so awesome friend told me to simply "write about things that keep bugging your mind". Haha i joke, he's awesome (H)

Things that keep 'bugging my mind'.. well I know one thing that is bugging me, having to buy model teeth for dentistry. Really? $400? Why so expensive la, I can't grow money on trees. I must admit it's a pretty cool model.. It'd look nice in my room ;) LOL lovely.

What else has been on my mind lately..? Well. Girls that give in too easily. Do you have so little confidence in yourself that the moment you get complimented by a guy, you fall for him thinking that he is the best you can do? Its funny how the boy only has to say a few nice words "I think you're beautiful" or something along those lines, and they get sucked in. Yeh, players, another thing i dislike.-_- Do you ENJOY messing with people's feelings? Does that bring you awesomeness? I think not!

LOL

So these guys have a way of making the girl feel 'special', like she's the only girl in his universe. But then it turns out that the dude talks to every girl the same way. Gets on my nerves how many girls fall for them, and each of them come out pissed off and crying. Well, too bad too sad==. Sigh, boys these days.

I rekon thats what kind of puts me off from finding someone. What if they're just as I suspected, player to the max? But then again, he might be wonderful, and everything I ever wanted :) But.. what do I really want? I don't know what I want. Shiz, this crap is confusing me, even more than before I blogged it. Chh! Definately Fail blog.

On to more important topics, I'm starting my driving lessons on Saturday. Finally! Haha, yes.. I've dragged it on for long enough and decided I better get my P's before my L's expire. For all you people that have given me lifts, I'd be happy to return the favour. EXCEPT for Johnny Lo, because you're just USING ME!! Haha j-o-k-e :) That is, if you're not scared of getting hurt. LOL kidding, I'm good. Getting my TB screening tomorow, going to get pricked in the arm D: sigh.. i hate it when its like.. quick stabs of pain-_- I'd rather have a needle go into my arm slowly, like an injection, since I'll be expecting it. But with quick stabs its like you don't know when they're going to press the button, there is the scary element of surprise. Even though they might say "OK, I'm going to stab you now," They still pause for one or two seconds before they jab. Scary as, you know? Or mabes it's just me. -_- again with the awkwardness, but it's ok, thats what makes me JUN =)

SMILE! =)))

Hey Angel, UTHE sexy!

Well, last day in Geelong/Melbourne, Ti took us to Melbourne again, since theres really not much to do in Geelong..Oo, Hip song by Rain. Go CHECK IT OUT! It’s super sexy. LOL my brother had it on repeat in his car the whole day..

Quite a super fun day :D We went shopping at South Wharf, its like the harbour town of Melbourne, except much, MUCH better! They had stores for Adidas, Nike, Puma, as well as Burberry, Mimco, Superdryand other awesome stores that I didn’t even bother to go in. Not even on their best sale would I set foot.. LOL joke :) There was also a clothes brand called Charlie Brown! HAHA Calm down, Charlie brown..There were heaaaps of sales, but I don’t know..didn’t feel the need to buy heaps of new stuff? Bought one skirt though..first skirt I’ve bought for myself? Indeed. HAHA nice of you bloggers to follow me growing up… Oh the shame. :P

Also went to the Dandenong National Park. It was sooo beautiful.. Like a rainforest without the humidity. The trees were super tall, and heaps of wildlife. I saw a deer!! Ohhhhhdeaarr… :DHAHA.

And I made a new friend, and his name shall be Fluffo.

Sigh..My brother has been such a super awesome one these few days, not that hes not always super awesome, but yeh. I feel super grateful (: He still made time for us even though he’s got so much uni stuff going on.. even made us a suuuper delicious dinner. Thanks Ti! =))) triple chin love.

I also got to eat the best gelati I ever tasted! Mabes cause I don’t really buy gelati. But it was so good. THEY HAD DURIAN FLAVOUR D: Like what the shiz, durian flavoured ice-cream in one of those posh Italian stores? WHAT IS THIS WORLD COMING TO!? I don’t know *shakes head* but I love it ;) hehhe.. Wish I could have remembered the name though..sigh. Fail whale.

So I be back super soon. Compared to Melbourne, Adelaide is SO quiet. But I like it that way =)