Sunday, September 15, 2013

Sometimes I wonder why I can't just be happy with what I already have.
But then if we were all so content with our lives, where would the strive for improvement be? Where would the motivation to better ourselves come from?
Sometimes I feel that I'm just focusing on the wrong things right now.
On work when it should be on studies
On boys when it should be on friends
On badminton when it should be on family

The balance is kind of off right now, and I'm completely aware of that..
I think its time I made better choices and rearrange my priorities

ch-ch-ch-ch-check ittttt trololol.

Badminton semi-finals and finals today, wish me luck :') i'm excited. its a kind of excitement that only badminton can give me.

Friday, September 6, 2013

Give it time

Losing something or someone that was once a big part of your life..
I gotta tell you, big disclaimer, it sucks a fair bit. It sucks alot. Suddenly everything seems so much more miserable.
Sure, life goes on.. eventually. Things go back to normal
But everyone needs time to be upset, get it out of their system, get distracted, get angry, rage, cry and just sleep it off. Its time for me to do just that.
One moment I thought I could be okay. Next moment .. its not okay at all.
You can't expect everything to be fine straight away. Ofcourse not. It won't be.
But the most important thing I feel is what my dad always says,
"Your life can't just stand still because of one person. Whats the point? So what if you lose them. Is that the end of your world? You have to keep going, whether you like it or not."

I guess you could let the situation break you down and let it make your life into one hell of a mess.. or you could try to be strong, chin up, smile, and keep doing what you need to do.
I'm sure they don't want to see me cry. *strong face*

I don't ever want to feel this way again.

Sunday, September 1, 2013

Too much love

Hi there.

I'm sitting at my desk right now with all these articles infront of me just WAITING for me to read. Totes excited. Not really. Please shoot me in the foot right now.

It's 3AM and I attempted a nap about an hour ago. Ofcourse, the only time I really need a power nap I can't manage to fall asleep. Ofcourse. Oh wow. The word "Ofcourse" is apparently a spell-check error. Squiggly line popped up and now my writing is ruined. RUINED I TELL YOU. Maybe its Of-course. or Of course. Wow. mind = blown.
It MUST be too late to blog.

I'd like to wish my dad a very happy Father's day today. Got him a couple shirts.. hope he likes them.
Thankyou Dad for being you. For being born into this world so that I could also be born. LOL, but no seriously. I'm thankful for you being such a wonderful person. Strict when you need to be, but hilarious when I need you to be. All your lame jokes have finally rubbed off on me. No amount of presents, money or words could tell how much you've done for us. Of-course, you won't be reading my blog so I will need to write all this down in a card. LOL. jeebus I'm so tired right now you cannot imagine. Two more assignments and a test to study for. This is going to be a busy week. Anyway back to the topic of my dad, I LOVE HIM ♥ More than pancakes with maple syrup and vanilla icecream topped with chocolate sauce and maybe some of those little crushed up peanuts as well.