Sadness.

Was walking through the city at night-you know, doing a little late night shopping. Fail shopping by the way since I didn't even buy anything. Haha.. And yes. Next to Myer in Rundle mall theres like a massive crowd of people shouting and making noise. I think it was some sort of protest against that group of Christian preachers from The Adelaide street Church always in Rundle mall telling everyone that they're going to go to hell because they have sinned.

What the jizzle, seriously?

Sigh.. so much hate. They're always shouting about how homosexuals, black people, muslims, people who drink, gamble, cheat, lie or steal will end up in hell, and that everyone hates them. "Get the freaks off the street" I heard them chanting..

I mean, the drinking, gambling, cheating, lying, stealing part I get why some people would think that they deserve to be looked down upon. But most of the emphasis was on gays, transexuals, people with other religious views and black people :\ I just look at these stupid preachers and shake my head. It's just so sad.

How about you stop shoving religion down my throat and do something worthwhile in your life?

I'm glad that there were people tonight trying to stop this kind of extremist crap going on. Oh, no offence to any of you Christians out there who happen to read this blog. I'm pretty sure these hate preachers are a minority, and that you're probably just as pissed off at them as I am. I mean, they always preach about how everyone has sinned and will go to hell, but what about they themselves? It's not like they have been perfectly 'good' all their lives, that they've never lied about something, gone drinking or gambled. It's just stupid. That is all.

LOL just a random Akatsuki cosplay dude writing up his sign. I think it read "I'm a transgender full of love, just trying to live my life." ♥

Sigh.. in other news. My cousin recently bought me some make-up for my late birthday present. I spent tonight trying to look like a girl.. HAHA shiiieeeeet. I made myself look like a damn panda. Aiyer, why so hard to be a girl? Sometimes I wish I could be a dude. I'd be such a handsome one :D

It's going to take a while.

Oh Spring, you're finally here. No more gloomy depressing mornings, or walking home in the rain at night. No more need for an umbrella to take up space in my bag and make it smell from it's wetness. Wow, do I complain much or what!? Oh well, grateful that it's Spring. With all the

sunshine, its IMPOSSIBLE not to be happy :)

Yes. Smile indeed. I have this song stuck in my brains, I've been singing it in my head for the past 4 hours. You know that song from Stepbrothers that the family sings in the car? Hilarious movie btw.

Sweet Child O' Mine by Guns and Roses. GAHHH. Don't know why I thought of that song in the first place. Then at badminton I started doo dooo doo-ing the tune, and this indian guy that has frog-like proportions was looking at me like 'what the shiz.' I know, I'm cool.

Sigh.. just randomly..Ever get the feeling that you shouldn't be feeling what you're feeling? D:

Acting like nothings wrong..who am I trying to fool.

Oh hot dayumm.

This is my jayum. Jam? Jam with.... butter. Peanut butter and jam. Peanut butter and jam on bread. Peanut butter and jam on toast? Peanut butter and jam in a sandwich!? WHAT!? ITS PEANUT BUTTER JELLY TIME!?!??!?!

I actually haven't tried it before. Cause you know, not too crazy about jam, and peanut butter is meeehhh... But one day son.. one day. One day I'll check out what the hype is all about.

Would you be.. the peanut butter... to my jelly? LOL

OH GOSHHHHH i'm so ... retarded some times. And don't think I don't know it. You don't have to tell me that I'm acting retarded, cause I KNOW IT. Pfft. It's like telling that Jamaican dude that he has a strong Jamaican accent. LEAVE ME ALONE. :'(

Just sitting here, waiting for the people in my group to send me their work so I can compile the piece of crap together. LOLOL. Sitting, waiting, wishing. Trying to find things to entertain me.. so obviously I come here.

I think.. I've once again got to the point where I'm playing too much badminton. I promised myself not to go tonight.. but what do ya know!? I can't help it. It called to me. It was all like 'jun.. come play..' and yeh. I went to play. Sigh..

Exams in 2 months, not that I'm worrying about it just yet, but I seriously hated having to learn everything in the last 2 weeks last semester. Was not good for my brain at all. Now I have to relearn everything I forgot from last semester.. and thats like everything. WHY la..

But thats okay. I'll get it done.. No more distractions, you see? Except for badminton. Making my arms all massive and tanky. D: Reeeooowwwww!

I'm still young, there's plenty of time.

Thinking about how willing I was to hold onto something that I knew wouldn't last, just goes to show how immature I am, and proves that I am obviously not strong enough and definitely not ready for a relationship.

In other news, I saw a shooting star on Tuesday night. Too bad though, because I was so shocked that I forgot to wish something! Gah, once in a lifetime chance gone just like Poof! Haha.. Although maybe it was good that I didn't stop to put my hands together for a wish. Otherwise, car crash-part 2 did you say? LOL.

Not that I believe wishes come true. Every year I wish for something on my birthday and it has never once come true. Maybe because I always wish for something ridiculous, like for my whole family, relatives and cousins inclusive to live for a hundred years. Haha.. stupid wish obviously.

Other times I'd wish for some dude to fall in love with me ;) But yeh.

I guess wishing things on birthday candles, shooting stars and everytime we catch the time at 11:11, just brings abit of hope into our lives. Good feeling (Y).

OH actually, I did once wish that I passed the umat, and that part did come true. Maybe wishes arn't such a load of crap afterall :)

People say 'You should stop saying I wish, and start saying I will.' EASIER SAID THAN DONE, old chap.

I'm actually doing some study on Saturdays for a change. Usually I'd wake up around this time of the afternoon, watch some youtube, surf the web (on my surfboard HAHAHA), do the usual facebook stalking and then go back to sleep after eating something. LOLOL. Tis the life. Not really. BUT NOT THIS SATURDAY. This saturday is different :) This saturday is the beginning of every other awesome saturday to come. What the jizzle am I sayinggg, I think I'm going a little loopy. Like skipping ropes. Gah, I hate those skipping ropes that are made out of gay stuff like wool. Goes all loopy and then trips me over twice as much.

I used to love skipping :'(

Farewell

Bye bye to David Kwan!! We'll miss you alot alot laaa! Although you can't see this post, I still wish you all the best for the future :)

This guy, got totally smashed tonight, could barely stand.

Had a good time tonight, bondage with all the baddy people...too bad one certain vietnamese boyfriend couldn't go, MISSED YOU SO MUCH, POOP! Hope you had a fun time waitering. Haha.. Tonight was I think the second time I trained on a Saturday night, it was heaps good, I must admit. Excluding the pushups and stuff.. cause everyone knows I can't even do ONE man pushup. Gah.. embarrassing. BUT still, was a good training session. The first time I went I think I was like 14, got absolutely smashed by the session, couldn't breathe by the end of it. HAhahaha.. unfit to the maaax!

Stayed in the social centre until maybe.. 1:30am, before parents rang and raged through the phone.. ahh.. I shouldn't have stayed til so late.. Sorry Zhen, made you stay with me.

SO we both got a telling off before bed.. sigh.

No more partying for a month or so I guess. Which is a good thing. Cause this is getting out of CONTROL!! Specially with all this -ending up in hospital- business! :P just kidding. ♥

To my cousin, I'm sorry that I couldn't make it to your house tonight.. parent issues and such. I'll be there tomorrow morning to eat your cake, I promise.

Move in a little closer.

I could sit here reminiscing about the past, but that's not going to solve anything- is it.

Everything that's happened, or that hasn't happened.. nothing is going to reverse that. So,what to do?

What brought on these retarded feelings? A video that taken not too long ago, smiling at it cause it happened, knowing that you made me feel that way, but frowning cause it'll never happen again.

But I just realised.. me sitting here writing this post, with you sitting there not knowing what in the world I'm going on about.. there's no point in that either, is there.

Eat some potatoes. That's what I'll do.. Cause potatoes gonna potate.

Oh yeh, looks like I'm not going to the afterparty for dent ball anymore.. Cause the ham sup David kwan is leaving us to Hongkong.. FOREVER D:

Well, that's unfortunate. LOL. but cereally, sadface :(

Ps. today I had 'food poisoning' and couldn't go to that class meeting. LOL. wooops.

Swan Face

Yeh I watched bits of black swan. I didn't want to watch all of it cause I was alone at home.. and shit happens when you're alone at home. A stranger might call. LOL scary.

So I was fast forwarding through the movie, and ofcourse you'd stop at the interesting scenes. Uh huh, You know what I mean ;) Black and yellow, black and yellow, black and yellow, black and yellow (H). Hahaha..

Let me just say that.. its so messed up and twisted..... I think if I watched it all I may be scarred for life. LOL. However you'd probably like it if you were a dude, cause there are naice sexy scenes in it. Messed up. Yeh. But Sexy. With a capital S. ;)

MILA KUNIS. is in it. Just saying. You know, that chick from Forgetting Sarah Marshall? Awesome sauce to the max.

Sigh. Want to restart this year again. A fresh start. And I'd know exactly how I'd do everything, the people I'd choose to hang with, the problems I'd have to solve. And ofcourse, what not to do.

So many stupid situations I could have avoided, If I were just a tad smarter.

But whatever, I'm stuck now and yeh. I'll just have to find a way to unstick myself and waddle away. 'And then he waddled away. waddle waddle~'

Go Youtube 'The Duck Song'.

You'll know what I mean-

Black and yellow black and yellow black and yell-.. I'll stop now. Sleep, young child.