Brace face

Tis almost August. Time is going by so uber fast these days!
Guess what people.. I'm going to be a brace face. Yes. I'll be the train tracks, the rail roads, the metal mouth.. Actually, I'll be the metal FACE if I wear my glasses as well. LOL could I BE looking any nerdier?
And just to kick a girl when shes down, why not make the only appointment available on her birthday? Ah yes, I'll be getting braces put in on my birthday in my lunch break before going back to uni where I'll be in lab til 8:30. Then to waddle back home and hopefully not have a mouth too painful to eat some birthday cake.
Happy Birthday to meeeee. *double thumbs up*
I was planning to ask my parents if they'd buy me a pair of nike free run 3+ for my 19th.. but the braces are going to cost a whopping $6000+. Thats the most expensive birthday present ever! On a side note, I'm thinking of specializing in ortho. HAHA. Oh, the money that I'd be making. I kid. We'll see. Not so keen on the extra years of uni involved.
I hope I don't look tooo ridonkulous with braces on. But hey, even if I do look like a poop on a stick, at least I'll be somewhat decent looking in 18-24 months. Ye yee! Positive thinking always eff tee dubs.

First week back at uni, got new tutors- why is it that my group always gets the bullshit ones? But it doesn't matter. We'll make it work, just like we always do, ehy? Going to be dissecting people next week to learn head and neck anatomy :D FUN. Went to watch batman today (which was LEGENDARY, by the way. No joke, please go and see it right now ASAP). Oh, passed both my exams BY THE WAY if you were interested. Well I was interested. Bahaha from what I've been hearing, quite alot of my year failed/borderlined last sem's exams. So all in all, I am for now, a happy chap.

And yes. This has been my life in a nutshell.
Last dent pubcrawl of the year next week. TO GO OR NOT TO GO!?

The Relationship Ghost

I guess now would be a better time than ever to write a blog post about the relationship ghost. I'm feeling particularly thoughtful right now.
The relationship ghost. What is it? Those lingering thoughts that run through your mind as you drive past your ex's neighborhood. The what ifs, everytime you see that persons name pop up on msn/facebook/twitter. The flutter in your stomach when you so much as glance at him/her.
Frankly, I'd like to take a knife and stab your relationship ghost for you, right here right now.
Most people have been through this before. Loved and lost. Therefore everyone who has done so would have a relationship ghost, like extra baggage, weighing them down in the next relationship.
Some more so than others, and some so MUCH that the memories they still hold in past relationships come to rape the next relationship up the ass.
So how much does YOUR relationship ghost affect you? WHY? Is it because you still genuinely have feelings for that person who left you brokenhearted? Or did you make a mistake letting them go?
Do we ever really forget the relationship ghost and give up all the memories tangled up in the messy crap that we call a break up?
Ofcourse, its hard to really ever forget your ex, especially with facebook updating you on every part of their life. Oh, it doesn't make it easier if your ex is one of those "look, I just uploaded photo of the lunch I ate today" kind of people. Technology, what have you done to us? haha.
But in all seriousness. Being held back to that extent by the ghost of past relationships really does not help your situation AT ALL. Sure, remember how you guys used to be, the time you spent together. Reminisce all the happy days you had with them. But after you do that, learn to MOVE ON.
There is only so much sulking you can do, only so much you can hold on to.
Why let the relationship ghost cause problems for your future relationships?
This person you have right now, the one sticking with you through all your bullshit.. Why screw that up.


Ok, well THAT was a post that I hadn't planned to rant on about.. guess it just happened. Guess I'm being way too 'thoughtful' right now. To be honest I just came back from having a couple drinks with friends. THAT might be the problem here. oh yes. ANYWHO I'm all pooped out. nighty night, youngin's. and REMEMBER.
The relationship ghost is a bitch.

Winner winner, chicken dinner

I wish! Haha. But in my mind, I was a winner today ;) How cheesy is that. LOL.

Sturt championships this weekend. Wasn't expecting anything for the mixed, and didn't have much luck with the doubles (god damn it. again :/), but got women's single's runner up. Ye ye ye ye! Beat someone I've lost to every other time, that feeling is preeetty good. Straight sets too ;) Hot dayum.

That was my achievement today, and although seemingly a small achievement to other people, was a big one for me. I didn't choke. I. Didn't. Choke. HAHA. I'm well known for getting to the end and just failing cause I get too nervous. Didn't happen this time, no sir. In your faces, people who thought I couldn't do it.

Kind of pooped out in the finals though. Guess I'd have to gym/train/play as much as she does to beat her. Pssht, focus on studying, Jun. There are more important things than badminton in life.

If only the prizes were better. sigh. Of all the times they could have given out Athlete's foot vouchers, why not this time?! Guess no new shoes for me this time round :( Noooo. Nike free runs, you WILL be mine one day. 

Whelp, atleast I have a new fluffy 'ribbed' towel and socks. Maybe now I'll finally be able to wear matching socks for once! LOL. Oh, the sadness of not being able to find the other sock.

Heading of for some early morning study now! Making up for study time wasted on the weekend. 2 more days, *hyperventilates*.

Had a heated argument with one of my close friends today.. phew, it was intense. Sometimes its really not one particular thing that sets you off, the thing you're arguing over might not even be significant. I guess you could say it was me being petty. But sometimes its just the way the person approaches the situation. Trolling will sometimes just piss the hell out of me. Just saying.

Different ways of handling problems, and today I don't think I handled it well :\ 

What can i say, at times I can be stubborn.

Ohhh well. Glad we sorted it out by the end of the day/just then. LOL. Texting turned into mega back and forth thousand-word MMSs. 

You are a cinema.

Its pouring down outside.. and I LOVE IT.

Rain is so good when you're indoors. Although I'm going out in a couple hours so I hope it stops by then. Going out to the city JUST to hand up an assignment. Serves me right for once again, leaving it til the last minute. I didn't even do much on the assignment.. To be honest my partner did all the work. HAHA what can I say, I'm just not very good at reading articles with bullshit statistics and evidence based reviews. THIS WAS NOT IN THE JOB DESCRIPTION!! LOL.

Spent the last half an hour scrolling through tumblr looking at cute babies. HAHA not creepy I swear. I sold my candy van months ago.

OH. MY. GOD I WANT ONE. FOR CEREAL, SOMEONE JUST HAND ME A BABY ALREADY. I want to hold their little fingers, pinch their puffy cheeks and watch them giggle when we peek-a-boo. Sigh. All the things we could do. Excluding the poop cleaning and stuff.

Oh man. I'm sounding like a crazy person. For all I know, I'm going to end up as a crazy cat lady. Breathe Jun, breath. Relax. Calm the farm. ahaha.

Going crazy from the stress of exams. loldongs.

Ah, the things people do when procrastinating..

Are you cereal?

Not really. At the point in time although I have so much, and yes, I mean SO much material to cover for the coming exams, I don't feel that sense of urgency. But I know I SHOULD be feeling it. Tonight/this morning, I be doing what I do best, pulling all-nighters!
Although, don't think it has been the most productive night/early morning. 5am and all I've covered so far are two lectures on genetics.
Either I'm really slow or really stupid. HAHA. Procrastinating ofcourse. You know what the problem is? I keep picking up the damn guitar. I think to myself 'I'll just practice that part again..' and by the time I put it down again it's been an hour. Rinse and repeat. Sigh. lolol.
Oh well. Twas enjoyable. Not going to pretend that I'm real awesome at it, but I'm improving! Atleast.. I think I am. Hahaha. And its what I THINK THAT MATTERS, SO WHAT!?
One day I shall serenade a guy and he'll be like whoa, this is.. THE girl. LOL. Yeh. totes. hahah Like thats going to happen. But if it does, fairy god-mother, it would definitely be worth the ugly callouses on my fingers! :D

Its so peaceful right now.. so quiet. I guess thats why I dont mind pulling all-nighters, I don't get interrupted, no ones online to post on facebook/twitter/tumblr/blogspot to distract me, phone is not vibrating with notifications every 10 minutes.. I can just do whatever I want at my own pace. LOL sounding so much like an introvert right now. *emotime*
Haha.

Aanywho, sun is coming up, birds are going to start chirping any moment. Until the next all-nighter blog post, have a nice day!

Fine morning it is turning out to be. CHEERIO!

It's almost PBJ TIME.

Ello, Guv'na! Bread and butter, did you say?
NO. NO YOU CAN'T HAVE ANY BREAD AND BUTTER.

Twas a cold day today. Couldn't feel my nose. Or my toes. HAHA gotta remember that its WINTER now, and no matter how sunny it is in the afternoon, nights will ALWAYS be freezing minus ten hundred degrees. Lol. Just kidding. But it was pretty cold. Rug up, ladies and gentlemen! Don't catch the fluuuuuuuuu.

Been going to ze GYM alot the past couple weeks. What, Jun goes to a gym? What is this buuuuulshiittuuuu? yeh, yeh I did it. Joined a gym *round of applause*
Never thought I'd be one of THOSE, gymming almost everyday, buying nice workout clothes and such. Always thought it was a waste of money. Why run on a treadmill when the WORLD IS YOUR OYSTER. Run on your oyster. Outside. With the environment. HAHA. But see, June has come, and my oyster is too cold to run on.
So from now on, if I'm not studying for exams or at badminton, I'm probably at the gym. Fernwood fitness. Top of ye' old Toys R Us building. Come find me. Actually you probably can't if you're a dude. Women-only health club for the WIN.
No longer shall there be old men perving on bouncy boobs and ass while young women run on those treadmills. No more shall there be tanked up guys checking out their own reflection in the mirror on the walls of the weights room. And gone were the days where men gave those 'you don't belong here' looks to women who walk in to lift weights. I just couldn't say no!
Plus I got a half off discount. WHAT UP, CHINA!?
Love it, love it. Feel so happy at the gym. Classes are pretty fun. Exhausting.. but fun. And OH EM GEE, the trainers there... soooo tank. I mean, I always say that I'm a tank, but thats obviously BS. When I say tank, I mean 'can-bench-100kg' kind of tank. And they're not the yucky steroid body-builder type, they're actually totes pretty. Sigh.. one day Jun. one day.
Always spend too much time there and then forget about the tremendulous amount of crap I must get through for exam prep. YES it is EXAM TIME AGAIN. If you haven't started studying, GET CRACKALACKIN', noob! Hard work will aaalways be rewarded :)

Finally got to spend time with my girlies from highschool last week! Had a brownie baking, red velvet cupcake making night. ♥ excuse the heart, but I rearry do love and miss them. So girly, I know. Absence makes the heart grow fonder? One of my dent friends told me that when I was telling him how much I missed my besties. I guess yar, it does it does. I'm sure if everyone makes the effort, we'll stay awesome friends until we're old. When we're old and all our bones are all weak and brittle, we'll help each other up everytime we slip over and break our hips. When your wheelchair breaks down, I'll be there for you. ♥

 Mmm, brownies... Seriously the best brownies I evaaar tasted. Not even exaggerating D: The red velvet cupcakes, I thought were heaps good too. Although the person I gave my last cupcake to said they were kinda plain :( All my sweat and tears... LOL I kid, I didn't really do much. The kitchen is really not a very safe place for me.

Have a great month of June, people.

Reasons to smile

I can never think about anything significant enough to blog about anymore. This is turning into a poo-blog. BAAACK in the day, even the most simple event like going to buy my dental tools had me thinking about how I'd write a blog about it later in the day. Aahh, such young love. haha.
Young love, did you say?
man, I really try not to think about it, but when I think about certain relationships, I worry. How can two people be so attached that the moment they're apart, they begin to miss each other so badly that they start having withdrawal symptoms, break down with depression, gobble down twenty chocolate donuts.. Don't get me wrong, I'm not hating or anything, I literally just can't understand the feeling. I wish I did. Because isn't that love? I don't know. Really don't think I know much about the L word. Isn't it just a stronger word for like. Just like slap is a stronger word for pat. Oh no she didn't. ehehe.

My reasons to smile? TODAY. So today was a good day. Why, you ask? I passed clinic. Oh congrats jun, well done, clap clap. NO. No. I didn't JUST pass. I'm on a whole other LEVEL of passing. I passed with a GOOD. Not JUST a Satisfactory, a Good :D LOL Sounds stupid, I know. But thats how they grade us. Sure, its no Excellent, but hey, I've got to start SOMEWHERE. A 'Good' is as good as I've ever achieved so far in terms of clinic. So much improvement from the last Borderline. Sigh. Borderline. Oh, the shame. Forever on my record. But yay. Celebrations are in order.

All this good stuff happening in my life. Study, exercise, friends, family.. everything's going so well at the moment. I like it juuust the way it is. Who knew life could run so smooth? Right about now. Stop, time. STOP! I'm just going to sit back in my electricblanket-heated bed and savor the moment. Before something noob happens and then I come back here and blog-cry about it. haha NO. I did not just jinx myself.

:)