NTS;

stop being so oblivious to the things happening around you. Especially if they're happening TO you.

'Its okay for it to happen once or twice, but if you don't learn from your mistakes, you're retarded.'

I guess then I maaay be a tad retarded. Yep, I can admit it. Cause sometimes the things I do, the way I act and the choices I make, are so stupid that people are starting wonder how I'm going to get through life. Need to stop basing my decisions on saving people's feelings in the short term, and actually look at the long term consequences. Having fun cause it was in the moment.. Things like that have to stop.

Man, such a heavy, dark blogpost. Like your mum!! HAHA.

Um, yeh.

This time I know I've made the right decision. (OH EM GEE whaat?)

Although, definitely lost a good friend.

The Garden of not-as-awesome delights.

HAHA. Went to some of the fringe festival events last night. I must say, I enjoyed the view more than the event itself. All the pretty lights at night, made me smile :)

I think it would have been better with other people. Not saying I don't enjoy my friends from uni's company, but i think last night one of those events where you go and instantly think 'it'd be so good if him/her were here'. You know what I mean, jelly bean?

Last night was long lines of waiting and waiting just to get in, walking one round, occasionally stopping to look at something cute or quirky, then leaving half an hour later. It's alot like a smaller scale of The Show, with fewer rides and more alcohol.

Before that, we went to the street festival on Waymouth -which was mostly people drinking up and buying over-priced 'quality' food, with a few street shows here and there, and also some outdoor late night 'club' next to the Adelaide festival centre. We watched some guy wrap himself in 90 metres of cling wrap. HAHA. What the jizzzz, Mr Plastic fantastic. Although he wasssss hilarious. His jokes were almost as awesome as mine.

Was alittle gross when he started stripping though. Didn't know where to look, the hairy chest, the ab-less stomach or the sweaty armpits. Yewwwwww... At least make yourself look sexy if you're going to do this for a living.. am I right?

Being completely honest, I think I knew it was going to happen. I should have left right away, as soon as I realised, made some excuse or something. But at least after last night, I can say for certain that I don't want to be with anyone else. Cheeesus O:

Just to kill time

Herro, long time no post?

Despite the fact no one ever goes on blogspot anymore, I thought back to the reason why I first started blogging, and that was for myself. And so here I am :)

Wish I lived near uni. Then I wouldn't have to find ways to get through those ridonculous 3,4,5 hour breaks. Obviously they didn't put much thought into planning our course's timetable. Usually I'd just walk around the city on my lonesome, or mabes go to the hub to 'study'. The downside? I'm usually bored out of my brains, and by the time the next class/lab/clinic comes around, I'm totes bummed. Either that or I go shopping and spend money on things I didn't plan for. That's gay. But new skirt ftw! Not that I wear skirts. Well, apart from going to parties where other girls pressure you into wearing something remotely nice-looking.

So instead of doing the usual, after my 9-10am lecture this morning I actually bus'd back home, went for a run and lunch. I must be doing something wrong with the running, cause towards the end I felt pain around my ankles and felt like I was going to roll my ankles at any moment. I DIDN'T TRIP OVER THIS TIME :D Hells yeah! haha.. that is an achievement in itself.

Today's complaint/rage topic? Hypocrites. It's frustrating. Why should I do it if you don't do it yourself? But then again, we can't all be as awesome as jun. HAHA I KID. Gotta stop doing that.

So now my stomach just grrr'd at me, LUNCH AWAITS! woopwoop! Then back to uni.

If you're happy and you know it, clap your face

The start of a hectic year.

First week back and I'm already bummed. Wait, not even the first week, the first three DAYS.

Just lots to process, many things to do, shiz to learn and stuff to remember.

Had my first clinic session of 2nd year, MAN. night clinic sessions are totes screwing me over already. I'm finding it hard to keep my eyes open. Specially with all the sucking up and fake smiling we have to do to be you know, professional, friendly and respectful. 9am start til 8:30 pm? This was noooot what I signed up for.

Time to get my shit together and sleep earlier on Monday and Tuesday nights.

So what is with people giving relationship advice when they don't even know what's going on?

"I don't know whats going on but.." NO. Stop. You're right, you DON'T know what's going on.

Stuff isn't really going to plan at the moment. What to do? Guess it happens. Me with my expectations and crap.

Enough complaining from me, what's up with you kids?

Just a dream.

It's been the same everyday for a while now. I turn on the laptop, check my e-mails, facebook and twitter. Think about what to do next, then open blogspot.

Have not had the slightest urge to blog. Why? My life is just that interesting these days.

I guess maybe thats a good thing. Nothing terrible to write about.

Although its frustrating, not getting to sleep until the early morning everyday. No, not so much party animal. Literally don't get to sleep until 5am every morning, just rolling around in bed doing nothing. No, not even anything kinky. HAHA. And every time, I dream about something so weird, it BLOWS MY MIND.

From people I care about-dying while I'm at the dentists, to a pregnant me shopping, with another baby in my arms. WHAT IS WITH THAT. Could totes write a whole novel on the awkward dreams I have, if I could only remember the details.. I wake up and realise its not real, look at my phone- BAM! 1pm. Shiet. Maybe the time you go to sleep and the weirdness of dreams you'll have are correlated somehow. D:

Kind of looking forward to starting uni.. Kind of.

Summer beach.

Much better than winter beach.

HELLO THERE.

Uni starts in three weeks, so I'd better make them count somehow. Got my ass to the beach with the cousin. I love how we can talk about anything. Although shes younger than me, I rekon she's alot more mature, thinking-wise. Tis why she gives such great advice :)

Was hot today, but unlike Glenelg which is packed full of surfies, bikini women and dogs almost every day, Henley is much quieter. And the water is alot clearer. Lying there on the sand listening to the waves and the odd seagull..

It was really.. very pretty. Wish I stayed for sunset.

Stopped by the city for karaoke before the beach, it has been toooo long! Haha. Kiss goodbye, tong hua and bu de bu ai.. shiieeet, songs I hadn't heard in a while. Nostalgic to the max.

Been going out running in the mornings before the sun has time to burn my face. Thought it should happen since badminton has been limited. Funny how my dad lets me go running alone early when no ones even up yet, and is so cautious about letting me go to badminton. Chances of bad things happening increased by 9000+! I don't get it! But enough of that, the topics getting old. LIKE YO' FACE.

Proud to say I think I'm getting a little better with every run :D cept for the tripping over part. I stumble somewhere atleast once everytime. Why so clumsy, it's ridiculous!

Enjoy duh rest of the holidays people. Get your jelly on!

Nothing comes to mind

Man, I really did have something interesting to post about like 3 hours ago, and now it's completely slipped from my thoughts. :\ well thats not cool. But I thought to myself that I Should post something since you know, haven't in a while and therefore it feels like there is a sudden big hole in my life. What would I DOO without you, blog?

Spent the last week after I arrived back in Adelaide unpacking all the boxes and cleaning up the new house. Only realised just how much Crap and junk I have, and everytime I pick something out of the box I wonder to myself 'why did I even keep this?'. But even after taking it out of the box and thinking those words, I still put the object in a place on my shelf/in a drawer/in a box and keep it. LOL I guess I have a hard time letting things go, however useless it may be. Everything seems to remind me of another time, and then I keep it for the memories. Probs why all the soft toys I've ever had are stashed in my new cupboard. NEVERTHELESS. I managed to find two whole boxes of clothes, toys and randomness to give away to the salvos :) Proud of myself.

Made my new years resolutions, looking back I think I've made these resolutions at least twice before. Something about body image and something about being nicer yada yada.. but the difference this year is that I'll really make those things happen. I CAN FEEL IT IN MY BONES. yeeeeeer. Let's go let's go. Hi-five.

..Kind of missing my long hair. :\ oh dayum I knew this would happen! Oh well. These things grow :)