HBD

So I'm 20 now, as you might already know. For some reason feeling extremely old. Like time is running out already. But how can it be? Our lives have only just begun. Time to do the things we've always wanted to, if we haven't yet.

It was a nice birthday this year, nothing too fancy. I'm not one to organise things, just because I'm so bad at it. I'm glad other people organised little get-togethers for me :)
To my best friend Rosemay♥, my dental girls Shan-shan and viv, my other dental kids, my baddy friends, my boss and most importantly my family.. Thanks for the gifts, wishes and surprises.
Got to make four different wishes this year. And funnily enough, I made the same wishes for all of them. Now four times more likely to come true ;)

Admittedly, there were a couple nights during my birthday week that I was feeling miserably down. It was one of those sadnesses where you just can't pinpoint the exact reason for the frown. It just happens. Then other things happen that just add fuel to the fire and make you feel even worse than before. It was really frustrating to be honest.. wanting to be nothing but happy.. but something holding you back.

I'm just grateful that there were people that realized what I was feeling and tried to cheer me up.
And now I'm back to normal ;) are you cereal? I'M SO CEREAL. Like cocopuffs and cheeriossssss.

♥

 Lunchtime frog cupcake. Sweetness overload

HANDMADE snorlax. I mean, Junlax. LOL jeebus. crazy. crazy awesome.

I obviously have too much Patrick stuff now. People know me. haha.

Uber unexpected Pandora bracelet...

Epic Wasai Birthday dinner; Weihan was kitchen hand that night! Made my dinner extra special ;)

Birthday Cocolat from the boss ;D

"Surprise" party from baddy crew

Ju yok. They obviously can't spell LOL. oink.

Happy Birthday to me.

And then BAM!!! I got a haircut. LOL. if you haven't seen already.. Mega change.

And finally, Birthday dinner with the coolest dumpling kids.

 ♥

I can only hope my life will be full of awesome friends forever. #cornyshieet

That is all.

Classy night.

Whether it was really classy or not, the night was a good one. Walking in Ayer's house feeling all baller, dressed up nice and make-up done (not really), it was fun.
3-course dinner, photobooths and free-flowing wine.. How not to have an awesome time?

Ofcourse, I do remember mis-placing my purse, climbing over fences, ABC tequila shots, stains on my dress and staying over at 2 different people's houses. SO classy.

Pictures fo-sho! Happy Half BDS ball :) We're halfway there guys!! #dental.

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HOLY CRAP-ON-WHOLEMEAL-BREAD
Today was STRESSFUL LET ME TELL YOUUUU. Souljah boy souljah boy.
God damn, I really felt my blood pressure rising and oh so much anxiety. Why? WHY!?
Public service dental patients. Them and their problems.. I don't even know how to react anymore.
"I'm always in pain."
"I don't think I'll ever get better."
"Might not have enough money to cover the next visit."
"Yea, my whole family is on a disability pension."
.. well thats my bad for asking about her life. man. I feel so bad yet- I can't even begin to understand what they are feeling. Its times like these I wish I didn't have emotions.

I felt so pushed for time today, why do they make us see two patients a session? An hour and a half passes by SO quickly. I barely have time to think cause I have to rush through. Made myself look uber crazy. Like one of those chickens that have their head cut off and run around in circles.
Probably need to find a way to have everything organized better. But today was an exception really, cause the second patient that came in was in so much pain I had to do a restoration on the spot. No prep? Sure thing bro. Ready for your injection? I'm not.. But I'll do it anyway. Thank god it worked.
Usually before I have to do any type of restorative work I would know in advance cause I booked the appointment for the patients and would have discussed it with them beforehand.. but on days like these where they decide to be an ass and need an immediate removal of pain, I flip the table. Probably need to work on that. At least the end result looks good.

What else?
Dental ball coming up in about a week..
I have no dress..
What to do? :/
Go shopping AGAIN!? there are only so many times I can shop. Haha.. Everytime I have the time to shop i think- "Go shopping or go home and sleep?" And ofcourse I choose the latter..

Goodnight poops. Have an awesome day tomorrow. And remember- :'D theres always an up-side right? Silver lining, sunshine among the clouds etc etc? LOL.

Slideshow

So they say pictures are worth more than words... and maybe I'm just abit more lazy than usual. Interpret as you will. Holidays week number 2, here we go.

Going back to uni tomorrow. Holidays couldn't have gone by faster.
I hope tomorrow I don't crap-up and make my patients so scared that they don't come back.
Pray pray to buddha. haha.