Thursday, January 10, 2013


Has anyone ever said to you that "You're not worth it?"
What is IT, when they say that?
Not worth the time, money, effort, patience, energy-?
Well today someone told me that I wasn't worth it. Not worth whatever they had to offer me.
I think if I received that kind of negativity this time last year, I would have taken offence and be so disheartened that someone would ever say such a thing about me.
This year? I don't know. It didn't affect me. Now maybe because of everything that's happened to me since then, my emotion switch has been turned off, or maybe I just don't care anymore.
People are allowed to think what they want, ofcourse they are.
All I thought when they told me I wasn't worth it was- You have the right to decide who or what is worth your time and energy. It's not MY problem.
In a way I feel like a more confident person, someone not so reliant on people's opinions and acceptance of me. They're the ones who are at loss, I'm totes worth it. ;D
I remember last year one girl openly telling people she disliked me, and I got extreeemely upset over it, even though she was almost nothing to me. Just some random girl in my year. She didn't even know me at all. What for? I was the only one freaking out about it, and while that was happening she was probably at home, kicking back and chilling with her tall glass of tea, cause thats what all the classy people do these days!
Not everyone is going to like you for you, and thats when you have to realize, that to you- THEY are not worth it.

What else is the matter these days?
Been exercising alot lately- hiking, badminton, gym, running.. And I really like it! It is the cheese to my toastie. The icecream to my cone. The ferrero to my rocher. LOL. But really I almost don't feel like I'm actively TRYING to exercise more, I guess I'm just lucky that I enjoy these things, plus alot of my friends are really into hiking and badminton.
Its just like how they say that if you choose a career in something that you enjoy, you'll never have to work a day in your life. Ofcourse I won't be choosing fitness as a career, but its good that I don't have to make exercise like a chore to be healthy or anything. Sho good! Endorphins for the epic win.

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